I’ve not posted for a while. I have a lot of ‘saved drafts’ as I have written a lot, just not stuff worth posting! I can’t be fake, I’m not great at small talky chitchat. That’s why I find the starts & ends of church a bit cringe! Oooh but grab a cuppa & sit […]
I had written a long Blogpost with lots of explanation of the things God has been saying to me. This is where my blog started with ‘nuggets of goodness’ I felt God saying. I think it might be best I just jot them and ask Holy Spirit to confirm any you need to hear today. […]
There is no reason for me to love my son He’s done nothing for me I do it all- Change nappies, feed & clothe him. I cook and clean and do Yet something stirs within me.. Despite it looking all one way I provide, I care, I protect There is this feeling, a deep unchanging […]
I am continually surprised by life’s hurdles..it often feels like one hurdle to jump over then another comes up so fast! Some people call these stages and trials in life ‘seasons’, yet in England our seasons are not so clear cut as Spring,Summer,Autumn,Winter! We can have all four seasons in one day. Today on one […]
“Imagine if we’d not listened to God..we wouldn’t have our son. Yet can’t imagine life without him” The words of my husband just before he fell asleep. For me a statement like that sends my brain far too wild to then be able to sleep! Yes, gosh imagine if we had said no or ignored […]
Tonight I was at the memorial service of a lad who should have been celebrating his 21st Birthday. Yet sadly instead he was remembered by family and friends in a beautiful way as we all let go of 21 balloons in his honour. I feel quite surrounded by grief at the minute. It suddenly hit […]
Rocking my little lion to sleep tonight holding him and thanking heaven. It was like I suddenly saw different characters from the bible & I saw something I’ve not seen before, I felt God was talking to me about Adoption. If these characters were in today’s society it may read; David was long-term fostered & […]
Getting into bed the other week I felt a bit flustered and very aware that as soon as my head hits the pillow I have an amazing ability to be asleep. So I tried to sit up in bed a little longer as I was talking to my God. I had realised that my best […]
My Lion is now 9months (I know! Already!?), he has been a bit poorly over the last few weeks. Saturday night on one of his coughing episodes I went into his room to soothe him back to sleep. I needed him to not know I was there so I was glad it was dark so […]
There must be an answer for when the days are hard When pain is great or troubles seem large For the awful things that come in to surprise or just to steal to kill and to destroy I want an answer, we all like a quick fix I know the ‘christian answer’ and the ‘right […]
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