‘The Middle’ Monologue (..grab a pillow)

God has spoken to me through many storms in life. While I was in a lot of pain, four months after marriage, my new husband having to dress me and do everything for me. God showed me His Kindness as I have shared in blogposts before. He gave me this nugget of Gold. I am […]

Through the struggle..

Though we struggle and fall and hurt and fail and try again and mess it up and cry and try again and see and risk and hurt and push through and cry for help and try again… We don’t go through it alone. There is one right next to us, capturing it all, never allowing […]

Hard Heart looking for Love ❤️

I’ve not posted for a while. I have a lot of ‘saved drafts’ as I have written a lot, just not stuff worth posting! I can’t be fake, I’m not great at small talky chitchat. That’s why I find the starts & ends of church a bit cringe! Oooh but grab a cuppa & sit […]

Nuggets of goodness..

I had written a long Blogpost with lots of explanation of the things God has been saying to me. This is where my blog started with ‘nuggets of goodness’ I felt God saying. I think it might be best I just jot them and ask Holy Spirit to confirm any you need to hear today. […]

LOVED

There is no reason for me to love my son He’s done nothing for me I do it all- Change nappies, feed & clothe him. I cook and clean and do Yet something stirs within me.. Despite it looking all one way I provide, I care, I protect There is this feeling, a deep unchanging […]

I can’t see…

I am continually surprised by life’s hurdles..it often feels like one hurdle to jump over then another comes up so fast! Some people call these stages and trials in life ‘seasons’, yet in England our seasons are not so clear cut as Spring,Summer,Autumn,Winter! We can have all four seasons in one day. Today on one […]

Imagine..

“Imagine if we’d not listened to God..we wouldn’t have our son. Yet can’t imagine life without him” The words of my husband just before he fell asleep. For me a statement like that sends my brain far too wild to then be able to sleep! Yes, gosh imagine if we had said no or ignored […]

Do something crazy..

Rest Rest Rest Put on some beautiful music Turn off your phone Light a candle Rest Rest Rest You’ll be better for it Everything will be better from it Rest Rest Rest “Ask and it will be given to you Seek and you will find Knock and the door will be opened to you. For […]

Let it rain..

Tonight I was at the memorial service of a lad who should have been celebrating his 21st Birthday. Yet sadly instead he was remembered by family and friends in a beautiful way as we all let go of 21 balloons in his honour. I feel quite surrounded by grief at the minute. It suddenly hit […]

I 💛 Adoption

Rocking my little lion to sleep tonight holding him and thanking heaven. It was like I suddenly saw different characters from the bible & I saw something I’ve not seen before, I felt God was talking to me about Adoption. If these characters were in today’s society it may read; David was long-term fostered & […]